Wow. I got woken up to SNOW PLOWS!!!! And I thought there would never be snow here. I think the news said we finally got one inch. As my kids keep pointing out, then we have 23 inches left to go!!!! I keep telling my daughter it will all fall on her birthday which is at the end of the month. Of course, I have a big party planned for her big day so we will see what fate has in store for that!
As the snow plows pass, I was thinking of what life has in store for me. Only a few more months then I will be married - AGAIN. I am so excited to get married, but I always planned to marry my high school sweetheart, have kids, and be able to celebrate our 50th anniversary together in the nursing home. I started that dream, but didn't expect my husband to die to early in life. But that was a while ago. Now I have a wonderful man in my life again to share, cry, and smile with.
But one thought that is going through my mind all night is a possible move. A move away from my family and friends. To start some place new. To start fresh. To start over. There are good things and bad with this idea. One, I have to say, I am not sure will actually happen. But I am getting older. My knees aren't what they used to be and it is getting too hard to breathe in all this cold air. With my fiancee from the South, we are thinking of moving there.
AGAIN. Don't panic yet!!! Nothing is decided.
But the point of all this rant, is I worry most about my kids. Will they be better off moving? Will they make friends? Will we be better off as a family? How in the world do you get an answer without actually moving in the first place????
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